| by Kenneth Chase | 100 comments

Goodbye Rainbow Apartment.

Subscribe Hello, my people your new we’re basically we’re a cute little family here. I’d like to say that you got the cute jean for me I’d like to hope I Almost cried setting up the camera here because this is always where I used to film my intros and outros I don’t know if you guys remember this, but when I had my pink hair, I mean my hair’s pink again I’ve kind of gone backwards I always used to come for my rainbow if you want to see an apartment tour before I move only if this gets to 20,000 likes will I upload an apartment tour? I’m watching you. How do the cute laugh therefore you have to like it, right? Okay So I’m gonna talk about why I’m moving last because it’s a very something significant happened to me recently Not what you think it is I haven’t talked about this situation online and it’s it’s kind of scared me, but I think Talking about my experience is gonna help so many people and also I can’t keep any secrets from you guys I consider you the closest people to me and I don’t know I feel comfortable with you all so cute. Okay So anyways, you know, I’m gonna start off with why I’m moving. So this apartment complex is really nice Like I feel really nice here. There are other creators that have lived here as well And I feel safe within the building and they’re nice amenities. I don’t know. I’m not trying to give them promo It’s just like I feel like it’s a nice building but it is not in a very safe area of Los Angeles and I actually moved to here when I was 17 and It was not a safe place for a 17 year old to live and there are a lot of people here that are corrupted and they’re in taking very dangerous things that Mentally don’t put them in a safe spot and therefore endanger the people around them a very polite way of saying something else I’m sure you guys know what I’m alluding to and Stop studying so nerdy Josie. I was trying to say I was gonna do Jessie stop setting so nerdy so there are just some very sketchy personalities around this area Hollywood Boulevard is not a very safe area I recently had a situation where someone in front of my apartment building essentially attempted to I Trust you all Essentially attempted to I Trust you all There was just an attempt at inappropriate Touching Essentially a form of minor sexual sexual assault which is still sexual assault Yeah, and after that it was like I I I can’t live in this this area for my own safety mental health Etc so That was probably like the really big turning point that made me realize I can’t live here anymore as much as I loved my rainbow Apartment and so on another thing I’m getting my puppy in a week and because the area is so unsafe I wouldn’t really be able to walk him and I want to be able to walk my puppy So location is a really big reason for the move I just want to move somewhere where I can walk my puppy and feel safe and walk to a cafe and get good food and Stuff like that. So yeah, that’s like oh that’s a really big reason for the move Another reason is where I filmed back there even right here where I film this is all like my living space So that’s actually where I eat. That’s my dining room table Also where I film and in here like this is where I hang out with you know my pals It’s also like it’s my living space and it’s also where I film and something about that. I needed from my own mental health I’m sure you can relate just a separate space to live and a separate space to work because my whole apartment kind of is just YouTube and I was like I need a certain area just for filming and then I need a certain area just for living and being a human for my own mental health I think it’s good to just separate the two for my own sanity and for ours because what I’m happy and healthy That means more content for you guys and better content I’ve lived here for a while – I’ve lived here for a year and a half. Yeah, so it’s been it’s been a while I think another thing is you guys know, but I had a I just I haven’t talked about this really really online, but I’ve always had anxiety But I never ever because anxiety and depression can have some polar like polarizing traits I hadn’t really dealt I would sometimes deal with depressive symptoms, but I never had like I never had full-on depression to the point where be diagnosed as depression But I went through a phase of that and I think if you have been through that you would know that I’m good now I’m I’ve worked on it and I can very very happily say that I’m not going through that anymore I still definitely am diagnosed with anxiety and deal with controlling with it almost on a daily basis Which I’ve come so far with so insanely far Yeah, but um and they give you’ve gone through depression if you’re watching this It’s so incredible to talk about these things and my goals that were talking about this at least one person relates just like that’s me Or if anyone ever goes through this, I think that changing environment sometimes sometimes it’s really good when I changed my hair It wasn’t just washing out blue. It was feeling like I was doing something for myself That was also gonna be a big change and change is really scary but it’s honestly one of the best things when you go through that it’s It’s so refreshing and I think that’s another big thing. Also all my pals. None of them really live in this area anymore They all used to live here, but one of my best best best best best best pals. She’s also my mom So I guess she’s like your grandma dad. She makes incredible Lgbtq+ content I Bowl out like recommend. Like we’ll talk her to the nine. She’s one of the most intelligent people I know she makes incredible lgbtq+ content. She literally has been with me through my hardest times in life She has seen me at my like hysterically crying Wurst and been like the most helpful person like I’m coming over with bacon cookie dough But um anyways She moved to New York City and she was a few minutes away and then Franken ever there considering moving And they’re literally my only friends that still live here So I feel kind of lonely and a lot of my friends live a little bit farther in the safer areas of Hollywood And I’m like, I deserve to live somewhere safer, too I’m gonna move somewhere where I can live with my puppy and be able to Mentally move on and one thing I think people always need to realize whenever I make a big change in my life when I dyed My hair whatever it is, I’m literally gonna be the exact same person moving changing My hair color doesn’t change like people will always be like I miss pink hair Jessie. I’m like, but I’m the same human If anything I was cooler when I had pink hair, maybe that’s the only thing They did more double chins. If you want me to incorporate more of that a Lot of girl now give it a thumbs up So this is where I keep my guitar and this hilarium my guitars and I started in this apartment with a rainbow guitar Oh, I’m getting caboose. No guys I’ve played electric guitar for 10 years when I have anxiety when I am going through the worst times I play electric guitar and genuinely is so incredible for my mental health and I Was overworking myself so much that I took out this passion of mine because I didn’t have beautiful friends and also like guitar and so on but for myself This year I decided to start taking lessons again looking up songs I I played I write sins not tragedies yesterday and it was so fun and I just I’ve like fallen back in love with playing guitar after a year of just feeling So pressure to always be working and I realize no like this is something that’s beautiful. And in this apartment Oh revoke as’ Hello this apartment in this area my apartment is so mostly significant to me because It’s where I fell back in love with guitar and it makes me really happy this little green area and my my baby I don’t know. I don’t know what I should name him. It’s him because you know what? Every girl was gonna sakes the tea was good This area just this is where I started to do All-star covers an electric guitar this apartment is where I finally decided to you for the first time this year I’m gonna cry guys This is such a moment for us where I decided to finally start posting electric guitar videos, and I was so nervous I remember I did my roast yourself video which was already So on my comfort zone like I’m gonna improv and just at the end and clewd some random guitar clips And I didn’t even practice it at all. I’m like, you know what? I’m just gonna post it because that’s me That’s all other times if I play guitar I’m very much just based off of like playing by ear and sounds that’s something improv that we do and the responses It’s where I became comfortable with playing electric guitar for all of you and that means so much to me and I really really really Hope to play more like a guitar my channel soon because I don’t think there’s enough female representation when it comes to electric guitars or even just honestly just Instrumentalists nowadays, I feel like all the times people don’t always pay attention. What if I love twenty one pilots so much I’m not like I really Really really do they help me through something like just my heart as hard as hard as times and I know they’ve helped a lot Of you guys, too. I look up to them so much for that reason and what I love love about that band Is that people really support both Josh and Tyler because that’s the whole band the instrumentalists are just as fundamental and yeah I don’t know. Okay, I’m renting now. But yeah, this area is so incredibly emotionally significant I think when I move I’m going to meet just music an even bigger part of my So behind me I have Behind me I have from my birthday party I had a stranger things theme birthday party I mean, I’m just a casual thing. I generated my whole apartment stranger things that tons of waffles and cute stuff like that I love you guys. I love my people and you all my people know me you all know. I love stranger things We stand in this household that I will be leaving soon. It’s ok Well, the new household say that about these are decorations from my strangers things birthday It says happy birthday Jesse and it was so incredible because almost every person at that party was a friend that I had made within the past six months because I’ve really found just people that are I really identify with and support the past six months and at that party I guess was just like I looked back and I looked in the room and I Was like wow, like I made all these friends the past six months yet I’ve lived out in LA for two years like there’s something so beautiful about that. I’m just really proud of us. Alright, alright, okay Yeah, and it just means a lot to me right here at this area No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no Okay, and a stranger things if you’re watching this sponsor me, and if you want to tell stranger things to sponsor me support your father I’d be appreciated if I ever do get sponsored by stranger things. You guys know, it would be such a moment for us Wow, that would be so cute. There’ll be such a moment for us. Okay, and Lastly there is this area. I don’t really show you guys my bedroom because there’s I don’t know It’s kind of separate from my youtube life that makes it sound really inappropriate. Oh my god I shot really pure okay and last this is where I film I wanted to show you those a new end goal I really like this area. I loved my rainbow, but I think this area it’s personalized with the fly It feels very inclusive And this is also where I eat so good times here, of course, but I’m recording this now So I just I remember this and I don’t forget it and I’m definitely going to miss this apartment Wholeheartedly and some memories I had here, but I’m excited to start new Well, I’m excited for us And if you’ve been with me since my bedroom in New Jersey, like that’s so incredibly cool And I’m so grateful for all of you And I’m so grateful genuinely And I will do everything in my power to show that at all times and it just reminds me of how far I’ve come Because I never imagined it to be living here in my own personalized rainbow apartment and living alone I don’t feel like this is just my place It’s it’s ours and I think that we’ve had such such a great time here and it’s done so many wonderful things for us But I’m really excited for the future and thank you for sticking around It means so much to me and be looking forward to new stuff from me. I’m always gonna be working So incredibly hard for you all I’ll do everything I can and I’m frickin proud of us look at us We’re moving up in the world. We’re getting nicer apartments We’re getting out of situations that are toxic for us, and we just keep realizing what makes us happy Your little bean is turning into an adult. It’s so weird What people are was like how old are you and I’m like physically or mentally because physically yeah, I’m 19 but mentally all the times I’m still 9, but an acute 9 I Remember the first time I ever filmed at this new location and how incredibly happy I was and this apartment just means so much to me and this apartment most Importantly is where I started to make my content Mostly focused on mental health and I think that’s probably the biggest goal I could ever have it’s not about appearance for me It’s all about mental glow-up and I truly truly found content and a voice that I am Incredibly incredibly incredibly proud of and I really feel like I just found My voice and what I want to talk about what I’m so passionate about and hear comments about it all the time It’s so incredibly important and especially after a mental health awareness month. I really wanted to mention this Yeah I decided to make my content more personal and the response has been Absolutely insane and it’s not always easiest to talk about the serious topics and this apartment is just a showing of how things can be Beautiful on the outside but very difficult and consuming on the inside and I’m just I’m just I’m proud of myself and this apartment has seen such a mental glow up for me and for you guys to Have witnessed it with me and I think for us because my content of my mental state is also a part of you guys Too, you know what I mean? So yeah there was a lot of discovering my own identity in this apartment and with everything and Labels and so on and I’m really really really proud of myself And I’m excited and you in stand be ready to slam some tables Instead my videos in my new apartment I’m gonna buy a new table just to slam it show I stand if you’re new It’s like a meme that we say we stand let me slam the table though It kind of hurts your hands, but it’s it’s cute. It’s like it’s a joke Well, we love we love a supportive fans and we love a fandom with inside jokes. We stand There you go. It’s not gonna be the last time you say that in this apartment. Oh I’m gonna feature your pages in the screen and your posts. I love you all and Get excited you are not ready for new apartment, Jesse You’re not ready for the videos that I’m gonna make this new apartment Jenna’s in the nasty Spence I love you all and I stand you and I say this in every video, but just want to remind you. I love Mickey No, really, you’re my people. Like I try to think of a fandom name. I’m like, no my people It just includes everyone no matter what you identify as


Madi Akers

Jun 6, 2018, 12:30 am Reply

Do another collab with Mr.Kate for your new apartment!!! Like if you think she should!!!

Kiana Porr

Jun 6, 2018, 6:03 am Reply


Fox The Fox

Jun 6, 2018, 1:10 pm Reply

You said you would never leave the rainbow apartment on Mr.Kates channel.

EDIT: Get Mr.Kate to redo your next house!

nanook nanook

Jun 6, 2018, 4:14 pm Reply

we all love a good mental health queen <3

nanook nanook

Jun 6, 2018, 4:16 pm Reply

"JESSIE IS MOVING OMG'' ok but true AH


Jun 6, 2018, 11:45 am Reply

i live for the fact that you still put 5sos’ older music in the background. we stan a true legend slams the table

Maddie Davis

Jun 6, 2018, 1:53 pm Reply

loving the stranger things intro!!

Brianna Penaloza

Jun 6, 2018, 10:33 pm Reply

Mr.kate do that for you right

Farah Plays

Jun 6, 2018, 3:30 am Reply

Yay Harry Potter font Harry Potter yasss

Large Rat

Jun 6, 2018, 4:54 am Reply

aww i’m crying
i stan an adorable daddy

Stranger Things Fanpage

Jun 6, 2018, 11:46 am Reply


Stranger Things Fanpage

Jun 6, 2018, 11:53 am Reply

I think I have depression and without a doubt have anxiety but I’m too afraid to tell my parents or anyone besides my other friends that have anxiety depression ocd and add/adhd…. idk …… also I haven’t come out….. and im afraid 2 (anxiety)…. helllppppp


Jun 6, 2018, 10:05 pm Reply

Wait so is jesse moving to NYC? If so, yayyy! Or LA?

Ana Brbot

Jun 6, 2018, 10:07 pm Reply

Me too jessie |-/

Catherine Kato

Jun 6, 2018, 11:15 pm Reply

Please do a house tower

kaitlynd sauriol

Jul 7, 2018, 1:09 am Reply

I have anxiety and depression

Alex Lee

Jul 7, 2018, 8:38 pm Reply


Elizabeth Lindsay

Jul 7, 2018, 5:44 am Reply

but mr.kate and joey made it special for you!!!!

Weeb Trash

Jul 7, 2018, 7:34 pm Reply

Banana banana banana banana banana banana,subscriber's.xD I Liv u Jessie,ik u struggle with social anxiety,just be ur self,k?

alyssa mac

Jul 7, 2018, 9:11 pm Reply



Jul 7, 2018, 12:50 pm Reply

aww Jessie i feel sorry for u i stand u leaving tho

first name last name

Jul 7, 2018, 5:41 pm Reply


10,000 subs for açaí bowl

Jul 7, 2018, 11:35 pm Reply



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Jul 7, 2018, 6:37 am Reply


Trista DIY

Jul 7, 2018, 5:07 pm Reply

So close to 20,000!!!!


Jul 7, 2018, 6:35 pm Reply

Mr.Kate need to do your new home!!!!

mo mcmahon

Jul 7, 2018, 11:25 pm Reply

Jessie is moving omg

Laila Omer

Jul 7, 2018, 12:33 am Reply

I am so sorry for u love you btw

Bria Garcia

Jul 7, 2018, 12:09 pm Reply

I already had a tour of your apartment by mr kate


Jul 7, 2018, 4:25 am Reply

i looked at your book cant wait til i get some money

Eishita Misra

Jul 7, 2018, 1:47 am Reply

You're so annoying. Ugh.

Rosexxsparkle Msp

Jul 7, 2018, 9:20 am Reply


The Chicks

Jul 7, 2018, 2:07 am Reply

Nuuuuuuuu but Mr.Kate and Joey made this place for you ?
You even said in thay video that you won't let anyone else have your rainbow!
I know that you jeed to move and it is the right choice but it is still ok to be sad about it ????????????

Jasmine Erias

Jul 7, 2018, 8:51 pm Reply

How old is she now ?

Grace ReVae

Jul 7, 2018, 5:28 am Reply

@ whoever hurt Jessie, I will boil your teeth and invert your ribcage

Lyrics.lyrics Productions

Jul 7, 2018, 6:36 am Reply


Sincerely, Annie

Jul 7, 2018, 8:55 pm Reply


Xx Nuttella xX

Jul 7, 2018, 2:38 am Reply

Hai I’m cwool ewe. Aye

Evie Sings

Jul 7, 2018, 12:18 am Reply

You uploaded this on my birthday

Michael Pevitt

Jul 7, 2018, 9:56 am Reply

Is she leaving that apartment

Charlotte Beck

Jul 7, 2018, 6:05 pm Reply

my guitar is named mixdlie. (mixed-lee) he is my child and i love him. I named him mixdlie because the pattern around his sound hole looks like a Indian pattern. mixdlie is an Indian name.

Lily Grace

Jul 7, 2018, 11:26 pm Reply

You helped me through my depression. Now you need help! I STAN you got this girl!

Jason Memoli

Jul 7, 2018, 5:06 pm Reply

Hi I’m just testing out the edit


Jul 7, 2018, 5:37 pm Reply

Just came from mr. Kate’s channel to see you left this beautiful place ???

Rogerina Taylor

Jul 7, 2018, 6:38 pm Reply

When u said I can’t keep secrets from u all I could think of was friends don’t lie – stranger things


Jul 7, 2018, 12:41 am Reply

Jessie paege and a puppy!!! Dreams really do come true


Jul 7, 2018, 2:46 am Reply

You deserve to be the happiest person in the world

Olivia Arrowsmith

Jul 7, 2018, 6:26 pm Reply

okay wait it’s been a month and there’s still no one talking about permanent vacation playing in the background

Micah Llama

Jul 7, 2018, 3:00 am Reply

When you move you should ask mr Kate to decorate it again

taisha elliott

Jul 7, 2018, 6:19 pm Reply

My cousin has the stranger things wall with the lights and the letters

The Radical Rainbow

Jul 7, 2018, 7:55 am Reply

JESSIE IS MOVING OMG. I read descriptions…


Jul 7, 2018, 2:39 am Reply

Do a tour with frank


Jul 7, 2018, 2:47 am Reply

It’s not my place it’s my space da doom shiiii

Sarah Sully

Jul 7, 2018, 4:29 pm Reply

I was the 20 k like!

BenNJacks Mommy

Aug 8, 2018, 8:15 am Reply

I came here from mr Kate after watching them decorate your place.. sad to see you won’t be in this one anymore?

Sunny xox

Aug 8, 2018, 6:37 am Reply

This is my first time watching you and i love stranger things

Freya M

Aug 8, 2018, 9:10 am Reply

Goodbye Rainbow Apartment ?✨??❤️

Eric Jankowski

Aug 8, 2018, 9:08 pm Reply

Another mr kate episode with u would be so cool!


Aug 8, 2018, 2:46 am Reply

lel Mr. Kate's work goes to waste on da apartment ;-;

uzma awan

Aug 8, 2018, 5:01 am Reply

Your so colorful but u have such a dark intro

Julie Mckeep

Aug 8, 2018, 6:37 pm Reply



Aug 8, 2018, 11:38 pm Reply

More double chins!!!!!!!!

Jill Stephenson

Aug 8, 2018, 1:20 am Reply


Aarjvi jain

Aug 8, 2018, 11:07 am Reply


The Awesome Eleanor

Aug 8, 2018, 6:50 pm Reply

Did anyone else recognise the background music? Cause it kinda reminded me of a 5sos song and I just want to make sure I'm not crazy (er)

Siena Santaguida

Sep 9, 2018, 2:17 am Reply

I hope you feel better

Z. B.A

Sep 9, 2018, 11:46 am Reply


Z. B.A

Sep 9, 2018, 11:52 am Reply


Startear TheFox

Sep 9, 2018, 6:50 pm Reply

I love how the background is twenty one pilots


Sep 9, 2018, 11:10 pm Reply



Sep 9, 2018, 11:16 pm Reply

I’m so sorry… Good luck on ur path, I hope you are always happy and safe 🙂

HollyChips 11

Sep 9, 2018, 8:30 pm Reply


ThatOneYoutubeUser 57

Sep 9, 2018, 6:23 am Reply

”If it’s not rainbow order, what’s the point."

-A quote from moi

All Show

Oct 10, 2018, 1:11 am Reply

I love your intro omg im dead im so sad your moving

Dory Explory

Oct 10, 2018, 11:07 pm Reply

How does she curl her hair??


Oct 10, 2018, 12:41 pm Reply

O shit. Do another Collab with Mr Kate rainbow appartment PT 2 lol


Oct 10, 2018, 10:20 am Reply

I wish the LGBT community would just shut up already!!!!!!!!!!


Oct 10, 2018, 6:53 pm Reply

you're leaving your mr.kate apartment

Nealee’s Wish

Nov 11, 2018, 10:45 pm Reply


Kuntol Kinjol

Nov 11, 2018, 5:04 pm Reply


Layla Barrett

Nov 11, 2018, 10:35 pm Reply

is mr kate going to do your new apartment

Christina Dochterman

Nov 11, 2018, 5:57 am Reply

Hometown ||-//

Kawaii Lily

Nov 11, 2018, 3:31 am Reply


Pierre Gepana

Nov 11, 2018, 12:21 pm Reply

I remember her saying "I hope i'll never move cuz im not giving this to anybody, that rainbow wall is mine! Hahaha"
This is so sad

Aminah omar

Dec 12, 2018, 6:24 pm Reply

OMG I JUST watched Mr Kate decorate your apartment for the 10000000 time???????☹

Shujaat Ali

Dec 12, 2018, 4:13 pm Reply

What about Mr Kate when did your

Ellie Reese’s

Jan 1, 2019, 1:23 am Reply

Does this mean another collar with me kate


Jan 1, 2019, 5:36 am Reply


Calista Kilb

Feb 2, 2019, 2:05 am Reply

I just finished watching the Mr Kate video


Mar 3, 2019, 11:04 pm Reply

I’m so glad you moved! If you look on the police crime map, Hollywood is really bad. It’s not safe at all out there. So that’s for all of you, don’t live there and if ya do move away as soon as you can.

Rachael Ashbee

Mar 3, 2019, 7:44 pm Reply

i've only been watching you for a while ad as your vids got more into mental health my life got better and ive been more postive

Thank you 🙂

Kaylee Frost

Apr 4, 2019, 5:47 pm Reply

Mr.Kate decorated that apartment

Ellie Benz

Apr 4, 2019, 8:16 am Reply

Bye bye rainbow ?

Amy Gomez

May 5, 2019, 12:04 am Reply

As long she is safe it’s fine

Ana m

May 5, 2019, 6:30 am Reply

Guys there’s 20k likes you know what that means…

Yeeto Cheeto

Jun 6, 2019, 10:51 pm Reply


Chang’s Official

Jul 7, 2019, 7:56 am Reply

Dtla is a good area a little expensive though

J Winkles

Jul 7, 2019, 6:44 pm Reply

Nooooo!! Awww I wish you didn’t leave

sassy crew four

Aug 8, 2019, 11:17 am Reply

Mr. Kate should do your new apartment

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